Before we can move ahead into the 2019 year, it is important to look back and learn from the energies we experienced in 2018. I thought it best to summarize some of my personal 2018 observations and experiences before forecasting my perspective on where 2019 might be heading in terms of Ascension energies.
I share from the standpoint of a human meat body trying to navigate new frequencies, just like each one of you….
What lessons did we learn from 2018 Ascension signs and symptoms?
On a personal note, 2018 was probably the most difficult 12 months I have experienced since doing energy work over the past 15 years. Conflict, fear, and breakdowns reared their ugly heads in almost every arena of my life, from my body, to my intimate relationships with family and friends, stretching outward to extended circles of work-related peers.
Challenges manifested in every field of consciousness including physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual in so many unexpected ways. When I write, I share not to whine or complain, nor tell another what to do or not do, but to shed light on the fact that we are all in this stuff together. No matter what phase of Ascension you are working in, there is always a deeper layer to that damn onion of spiritual work to release fear and maintain your ground.
Please, as always, take only what may resonate for you and toss the rest.
When I find myself navigating choppy waters on a consistent basis, the first thing I do is look for the common denominator that is fueling any/all situations.
For me, 2018 offered a pretty clear message that I was co-creating scenarios to challenge every body of my experience to anchor the incoming 5th dimensional frequencies. The challenges were both fear-based as well as love-based.
So what did I learn?
No Conditions Attached
The consciousness of the 5th dimensional frequencies are all about truth, communications, and creativity, but overall it is about the transcendence of duality and finding oneness. In the physical body we hold this in our throat chakra.
Through lots of sticky human-encounters and experiences, I found a repeat pattern of scenarios that continually challenged my personal beliefs and boundaries of holding my truth, WITH NO CONDITIONS ATTACHED. It seemed as if the lessons were relentless, exhausting, and downright discouraging. And as the year dragged on, I often felt judged and alone in this fight. That’s when the patterns of judgment and fight revealed themselves as key.
I realized I needed to stop fighting everyone and myself. I felt I had already honed the skill of “not caring” the prior year, but I sharpened this skill even deeper throughout 2018 and I mean this as a good thing.
When we truly learn to “ENERGETICALLY not care,” this is using a true sense of compassion and empathy for self and others. What I mean by this is that I align to the truth within myself that knows I have no right to another’s field to change them, their situation, or their opinion etc., nor do I have the right to take their truth on, nor modify it, obsess about it, hold conditions on it, and so on. I only can support their version of their truth from the observer standpoint.
Now be clear, this does not mean we write off others. It means we honor and allow their individualized unique lens presenting their own creation and reality, with no attachment to it. However, when we approach others in this mindset, it is often judged as not caring and that only deepens the issue.
Let Go of Judgement
Dealing with the judgment was even more difficult, as there were so many emotional hurts throughout 2018, in so many packages, in so many arenas that caught me off guard. One by one, I found myself pushing to go deeper INTO my own personal programs of hurts, INTO each onion-layer of the true feeling verses letting my ego-mind just tell me everything was OK.
It was extremely demanding and challenging work to actually feel the feel verses think it or even ignore it. I shed more tears than I care to admit, but also cherished the release process as each time clarity came through my mind and body, so did a higher frequency and vibration.
This Ascension cycle has our meat-and-bone vehicles consistently changing lanes within dimensional planes of reality. We continually jump from the 3rd to the 5th and this is not going to change any time soon.
Traveling through life, driving only in the 3D lane of old paradigm programmed beliefs, fighting to be “right”, and not opening to the concept of all sides of truth no longer works. This road only offers our vehicle the chance to run on fear-fuel, ultimately exhausting our body, mind and spirit.
This year going down the road of judgement and doubling down to “stay angry” no longer felt right in my body. Physically it felt dense, bloated, sticky and just yuck. Emotionally it felt nauseous like an upset rollercoaster, and mentally it just chattered continually, often ending in verbal vomit.
Now I strive to stay present, to find and then shift into that spiritual, zero-point of observer (4-D) whenever I can. As I review my past year, I can own it is getting easier as I continue to go deeper as I move through this work. Granted it is not fun work, but important (in my opinion).
Connect to Oneness
There was a silver lining to this year’s deep work because any effort to transcend via 5th dimensional frequencies also gives you an opportunity to connect to oneness, something that I found fascinating!
This too came in so many odd and random packages this year, as I found myself breaking into tears (again, but this time joy-filled ones!) while just driving down the street on a beautiful sunny day just because my entire being connected to the sun…fully embracing a knowing I WAS the sun.
Ok, so now you are possibly thinking wow she really did lose it this year…but seriously when one finds oneness, it feels as if we merge every particle of our being with a bigger essence of Source; that is grounded with an inner knowing. For me it mostly revealed itself in nature, as throughout this year I also experienced merging with trees, water, wind, and even an eagle (which was probably the coolest!)
I can also recognize this work in different ways of “self-love-based” not caring, again I mean this in a positive light, in examples of not worrying that I will (or will not) make my flight connection while traveling or not feeling terror as we drive on hair-pin cliffs in Peru when in the past I would fear death…now not so much. Just a feeling of….’whatever’ surrounded each scenario and amazingly everything always worked out just fine, while my body, mind and spirit just observed.
I am so grateful to own this work, and I have personally vowed to myself to continue to purge as much and as many belief systems as it takes to anchor this energy, accepting fully that this work will be ongoing.
If you have found yourself feeling stuck or in a constant repeat pattern of the same old cycles, I encourage you to take time to reflect on your 2018 year and uncover the energetic lessons to be learned for yourself so you can keep a “head’s-up” for them as you move ahead into 2019, which will come with it’s own challenges as well as opportunities.
Forecasting 2019 Signs and Symptoms of Spiritual Awakening
We are only in the infant stage of this current Ascension process, yet at the same time change is moving at such a rapid pace it is sometimes scary to admit just how fast it’s all happening.
Many channelers have reported that this coming year will be much easier, while just as many have reported it will be more difficult. So what should we expect? I personally believe BOTH are true because, again, we are transcending duality!
Both scenarios of easy and challenging energies have to hold truth because they both have the right to be here. Which means, you get to choose! At a deeper level this means you must take personal responsibility to choose your dimensional playing field carefully this year and make sure to know which lane your personal meat-vehicle is using to drive through life, 3D or 5D….
As we move into 2019, take personal inventory of your mental, emotional, physical, and spiritual selves. What 3D energies are keeping you stuck? Where are you already thriving? Where do you have opportunity to bring in more 5D energies in the coming year?
3D energies in 2019 will be experienced as…
Mental Symptoms
- Limited thinking
- Inability to see possibilities
- Repeat of anxious mental patterns or feeling “too busy”
- Difficulty sleeping
- Lack of creativity (boredom)
Emotional Symptoms
- Anger
- Feeling judged and needing to be right
- Relationship issues (often repeating or bringing up previously resolved issues)
- Conflict, both internal with self and external with others
- Excess fear or worry (often about not having enough or feeling a sense of losing or lacking something)
Physical Symptoms
- Feeling tired
- Aches and pains that come and go without cause
- Ringing in ears or headaches
- Lack of balance
- Nausea or feeling bloated
- Loss of appetite or overeating
Spiritual Symptoms
- Feeling isolated or cut off from spirit
- Disconnected from humanity and nature
- Ongoing sense of fear or dread
5D energies in 2019 will be experienced as…
Mental Signs
- New ideas
- Creative expression
- Understanding of new information
- Improved problem solving and clarity
- Ability to see opportunities
- Goal setting and achievement
- Ability to rest or “do nothing”
Emotional Signs
- Happiness for no apparent reason
- Abundance or sense of having enough
- Navigating challenges or unmet expectations more easily
- Self-moderation of moods and feeling balanced
- More gratitude
- Fulfilling relationships
Physical Signs
- Balanced or healthy changes diet
- Increase in exercise and energy
- More time in nature or noticing nature in the everyday
- Increased flexibility or range of motion
- Clear head
- Vibrant skin and a state of “glow”
Spiritual Signs
- Connected to others or the “all”
- Seeing signs and symbols in daily life
- Overall sense of alignment and feeling in flow
- Sense of personal awakening or knowing
As you do the work to make your own changes in 2019, remember that the Ascension process is a personal, free-will based choice and there are many that are not choosing to believe in the changes and that’s OK….so let go. And respect others’ choices to move through life as they choose.
Let go of the fight to change another’s truth.
Let go of receiving or sending out judgment.
Let go of programming.
Just let go, and the more personal work you do, the easier it becomes.
For many in 2019 this letting go will release many of the the symptoms of the Ascension process in all fields (physically, emotionally and mentally).
At the very same time it might re-ignite past issues or resolved symptoms from time to time. For me, in 2017, my physical body was filled with joint stiffness and pain….early 2018 it was almost completely gone but as my challenging year progressed, the stiffness returned. Moving into 2019, my pain is leaving again with no rhyme or reason except doing the ongoing work to release the stuck energy, fear, and my attachment to it. Change is inevitable as is the duality of it!
So, as you can see, embracing duality is key. Each thing that is offered to us has two sides of the coin so to speak. One fueled by love, one by fear. It is ongoing because duality is ongoing.
Once we surrender to this dualistic pattern, we can work towards transcending it which offers softer peaks and valleys much like a merge-lane between 3rd and 5th. We get to “go with the flow” by simply riding the incoming waves of new frequencies—those of Divine Guidance and Divine Timing.
Plus, always remember in addition to personal responsibility, you are and will always be part of the collective energies. And yes, one person DOES indeed change the world because we are all one in frequency.
In the global and cosmic arenas, I feel like there will be big changes revealing themselves very soon, as we continue to see things dismantle and command further disclosure. Remember to see this “fall” as a great thing verses a fear-based one. Every male fear-fueled box we have co-created in our past now has to new opportunity to break apart to allow the female love-fueled creative energies to restructure it, using compassion, unity and cooperation.
The goal is to move forward in male/female balance, in the DIVINE frequencies verses programmed ones, but until each individual does their part to restructure their personal consciousness container, we have no excuse but to accept the collective one we together have all created as our current and future reality.
Happy and healthy 2019!
As always, I maintain a safe space to share your personal experiences. You are not alone in this energetic journey. Please share in the comments below because your story helps others navigate their own experiences.
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Thank you so much for sharing your experiences of 2018. Sooo much of this rings true for me as well. Happy New Year Suzanne!
Big Hugs, Victoria
Happy New Year back!!
I’m struggling tonight, I don’t know if it’s me becoming more self aware and heightening my frequency or antidepressants withdrawals I don’t know how to calm myself right now and can feel myself panicking. Any advice would be grateful right now xxx
Grounding and bubbling are key. I have a free meditation for this on the homepage of my webiste at http://www.sworthley.com Do that if you choose as this will give you not only the fuel to settle but the boundary to DISCERN the energies that you are struggling with. Discernment offers us the ability to decide if the things we are encountering energetically and belief-wise are even OURS and then we can decide what to do with them from there in any way we choose.
I’m no doctor. But get off anti-depressants. You don’t need that. Your mind is stronger than any pill. My mother referred me to those in my early 20’s as I had high anxiety and depression. They amplified both. It nearly drove me to suicide within months. I finally decided to stop The meds and I just sat in my room darked out, and Looked deep into myself asking why I was feeling this way. Existence here was just soooooo depressing. My dreams were awesome. I had lucid dreams and I had no limits. I loved existing in these dreams. I stayed there alone in my room for several days. I imagined living my whole life. Not just my life here on earth now but beyond that. I pictured me through my 20’s 30’s and so on til I eventually died. Then what? Do I reincarnate? Do I go to a heaven? A hell? I chose heaven. But then I was pondering bring in heaven for years decades centuries and so on. I was thinking of enternity. And then what? Then I realized, There is no such thing as time. We are all infinite. I will exist forever wherever. And let me tell you- that was anxiety to the max. I almost lost it. I could barely breathe. Then Just when I thought I couldn’t take it no more. This calm came over me. I exist therefore I am. Don’t live in the past, or the future. Enjoy and live in the now becuase your always going to be in the now. The now is where it’s all at. Everything is now. Once I realized and accepted this I have never had anxiety or depression again. That was 20 years ago this fall. No doctor could prescribe this for me. Look inside yourself. You are a infinite spiritual being and you are so special and so important and so loved. This reality is all about growing and mastering our reality. Embrace every experience good or bad. I don’t know you but my love for you is infinite I wish you the best in this amusement park we call life. Maybe I will see you on this ride, maybe I will on another ride. Eather way enjoy it all the ups the downs the turns the loops. Like a good unseen friend tells me Where we go one we go all. Q
Thanks for sharing your story – but everyone should also remember to get assistance in getting off any drugs as cold-turkey efforts can be extremely dangerous. Everyone gets to choose.
Thanks for the article Suzanne! I THINK I kind of understood all that you shared :-). Based upon what you said, 2018 was a big year of transition for me. I found myself bouncing between the 3rd and 5th dimensions, with my first recognized experiences in the 4th (observer dimension?) – especially the past few months. My anxiety – deep 3rd dimensional programming – has really been dissolving and I am so grateful! This understanding of my ascension is so helpful as I feel 2019 is going to be my best year ever! I choose the 5th dimension 😉 and that’s what I strive for in the coming year.
Thank you for all your help to me this year Suzanne!
Jim
Thanks for sharing Jim. Yes I am planning on working hard this year of 2019 to keep the 5th fuel going too!! Have a great new year!
Same as well. Last week till today. Feeling like cold and tired as well as achy. Periphral vision yesterday for a second or 2. Body temp was cold shivers. Just felt a sense of calm and tried to connect with my Spirit Guide see what it was called. When i opened my eyes i saw, a huge wing in front of me at eye level. No name or anything else. Weird. But i do want to try to get to the next level.
Yep, I am also working hard this year on my physical self as well as energetic self – an ongoing project for sure! Have a great new year.
unimaginable things have been happening. I have felt utterly exhausted for some time now, I’m 34 yet have incredible hot flashes, I see synchronized numbers daily, electronic make humming noises, lights go dim when I walk into a room, I feel a high vibration within myself and I would have laughed at someone who said that two years ago. So many more things too have happened. More recently, my love and I went on a run and when I got back in the car after our run I noticed my legs didn’t appear solid, their was a strange energy circulating around them. I saw it and just stared at them feeling crazy for what I was seeing, then he looked over at me and screamed ” OMG why are your legs shrinking”??? I felt better after he noticed it to because this kind of stuff has been happening alot lately. It’s almost as if I am starting to physically be able to see energy and apparently he is starting to see it around me at times too. We don’t do drugs, we we’re just taking a early morning run but the energy soaring around my legs were enough for us both to see it.
That actually reminds me of when I do an event to teach people how to work with energy I have them sit in a circle to create a vortex and often times all of their legs disappear as does the floor also – we can all see it with our open eyes too – crazy stuff!
Omg I just read Heidi’s post and is exactly what I’m looking for. I have been having the most intense, miserable hot flashes all day every day. I was thinking it’s menopause, as I’m 44, but is it? Can you explain the reason for hot flashes and when will this end? Is there anything I can do? Will hormones or HRT help with this? I’ve been so tired as well as headaches, bloating, mood swings… HELP! I see synchronistic number sequences every day at least 3-4 times a day I’ll look at my phone at 11:11, then 2:22, 3:33…. etc… any advise for dealing with these symptoms??
MANY are experiencing hot flashes that are not menopausal as we are changing our literal DNA right now and it is an alchemical experience of the cells changing. This for many feels hot – some experience cold. Not sure if typical HRT helps as it is not the same but worth trying is you choose obviously. Tired and the rest of the symptoms are definitely Ascension stuff (but always check medical issues) but staying grounded, informed and fear-LESS if important – and get in nature – connect to Gaia as it helps not only you but HER.
Thank you for sharing this. As I read through the 3D symptoms, I find I have many of the physical “ailments,” such as constant ringing in my ears (it seems to have worsened throughout 2018) and appetite/digestive issues.
Last year was incredibly difficult for me; my younger brother passed unexpectedly (house fire) and seven weeks later, my mom passed. Since then, there has been endless drama in my family, which i’m trying to avoid.
I find myself wanting to distance myself from the rest of my birth family, because it’s all just toxic negativity. I’m slowly doing just that, because I refuse to allow them to hold me back.
Since my brother and mother’s deaths, I’ve felt like my connection to Spirit has been murky and the only reliable connection I have is my intuition. I miss having conversations with my guides.
I pray that 2019 will get me back onto my path to ascension. Any recommendations to ensure it?
Wow I am sorry for all of your loss and hope you are finding some quiet time for yourself at least even if you do not feel like you are connecting but just to heal. I too have had a very very quiet couple of months with my guides and sometimes this feels like a concern and other times I feel like I might just be getting to a different frequency for their connection and the information — like my own physical self is more integrated so my guidance is still coming in but I just don’t feel it as separate any more (ie as in an outside guide)…if that makes sense at all.
I am expierencing sever stomach bloating. I notice I eat small portion and I look 8 months pregnant . My structure is thin. This has me concerned. I’m going to doctor next week. Any help on this appreciated.
In going though all of this energy changing I am finding that I can no longer eat the same and my body is affected by gluten, sugar, dairy in such huge ways, I would monitor what it is that you are eating prior to the bloat and see if you cut it out if things change. FYI in MY experience these things also change…come and go.
Happy new beginnings! Its 4:33 am as I write this. In the past 2 weeks, my husband and I have been experiencing ascension (physical) symptoms be time. I was actually in Emergency, just to be sure I was ok, on January 3rd with symptoms like: lightheadedness/dizziness, heart fluttering, difficulty breathing fully, hands feeling tingly and headache. The hospital did all the xrays, blood work and ECG and found nothing. I took a day off of work to rest and felt great the next day at work but….its a couple of hours before I get up for work and the symptoms are back. I have to sit up in bed in order to breath fully. I know what’s happening yet all I can do is wait it out lovingly. I hope my experience can shed light on others going through some rough patches.
Much love and light
Liz 💖
Me, too! Since 2015 my nights have been often torturous. I’m 39, fit, and I wake up several times a month short of breath, hands tingling, and my heart racing with a heat running down my spine. Just had a sleep study done and no apnea and my heart is fine. I’ve always been very sensitive to energies, and I notice how these things are almost always connected to solstices, full moons, and the Schumann resonance. Can be scary nonetheless, though. So feel like we should all start a support group or something because it’s so much easier to know that we’re not alone.
I expierenced horrible dark night of soul in 2015. I left abuseive relationship relocated to another city . It was something I learned and expierenced alone however it has made me a much stronger person. I have gone through sever anxiety attacks to intense chest pain thinking I was dying. Had ekg blood test everything. No physical sign of anything. Health is great. I attributed to extreme sensitivity changes in energy be it around people or Earth’s energy. Im a bit if a recluse. I enjoy my own company and need plenty if alone time to reenergize especially because I work with the public. Best advice hang in there it gets better. The further along you progress spiritual journey the physical symptoms become less intense.
Thanks for your input and advice here….
I have some of both dimensions going on here I think, but I’m sort of new at this. I posted another comment in a symptom article here, and wow…. I have so many questions… I’m an open minded individual, as an INFP personality type, and someone who went through 8 years of college for psychology just to now be working toward life coach certification, I think I may be the definition of open minded… but maybe I’m more judging than I know… but my best friend is an INFJ and I know the J does not mean judgmental, he just makes decisions based off his feelings and I’m perceptive about my feeling… but I don’t judge people… to me people are people, some prove themselves to be toxic. Some prove they would rather avoid being toxic. So I never got in that rut. I do however feel extremely disconnected from others. I explained in the other comment that I left a 4 year covert narcissist back in April, with last contact back in June. I’ve been processing all the abuse, both psychological and physical up until about 2 or three months ago, and just stopped. Since then I’ve been discovering who I am. I’m 41, I have 5 children who are getting older (10 to 18 age range). I’m seeing things differently, literally.
I also found as a vocalist with many many years on stage and training, that my vocals have improved! My tastes have changed somewhat, and I look for challenges to my ability. Idk where I’m going with this, but last year was terrible… and it’s starting out pretty much the way it ended, but I’m not affected by it quite as much. I do spontaneously combust into tears, but I always have… anyway, thanks for reading and I plan on following this… my curiosity has definitely peaked.❤
Dear Suzanne, I really appreciate your effort in bringing this article that has to do with lots of experiences, below here are what I pass through and I am not finding it easy because it has done more harm than good to my marriage, sometimes I cause my husband of being responsible of some strange strange things I see, and strange voices I hear right inside our living room and that thing has really cause havoc .
It makes me not to relate with people well, I spend all my time alone, I always feel sad for no cause. Please advise on what to do in this new year 2019 for good
Mental Symptoms
* Repeat of anxious mental patterns or feeling
“too busy”
* Lack of creativity (boredom).
Emotional Symptoms
* Anger
* Feeling judged and needing to be right
* Relationship issues (often repeating or
bringing up previously resolved issues)
* More gratitude
Physical Symptoms
Feeling tired
Aches and pains that come and go without
cause
Ringing in ears or headaches
Lack of balance
Nausea or feeling bloated
Loss of appetite or overeating.
Spiritual Signs
Connected to others or the “all”
Relationship
* Change or withdrawal from family and friend
relationships
* Chance encounters with unusual or
meaningful people entering your life in
synchronistic ways
cold or flu.
Increased sensitivity to heat or cold
Circulation issues
Intolerance
* Feeling a sense of
intolerance towards lower vibrational things that reflected in conversations, attitudes,
societal structures, healing modalities, etc.
Emotional Sadness or Disconnect
* Deep inner sadness for no apparent reason
* Feeling lonely or isolated, even when in the
company of others, as if others can’t hear
or see you or you’re not relating
Desire to flee groups and crowds
* Disimpassioned, no desire to do anything
Loss of motivation for hobbies and interests
Experiencing more clumsiness or losing
balance bumping into things, lack of
coordination
* Relationship Changes
Sudden or abrupt changes in relationships,
job, career, living environment
* Urge to relocate or being drawn to particular
area or place, resonating with certain
geographic locations
Changes in how you experience environment
You, just like all of us are now, and will continue to, experience various symptoms of this Ascension cycle – but we can navigate this better as we do everything possible to release FEAR and work in LOVE. Really examining old belief systems ingrained within and dropping any that no longer serve you, staying present, doing grounding efforts to stay connected to the Earth. Also realizing that it is time to work on service to self as well as service to others.
WHEN will this finish? For me, it’s been like this since 2010.
ARE we gonna get ANYTHING good from this?
Also, I hope I get the one big thing I need….ET contact
I don’t think there is an end-game or finish line to this as this is energy and energy is ever changing especially now. I think staying focused, present, grounded and aware of what is happening helps. For me – I have allowed my alien guidance to come INTO my auric fields verses feeling like I have to go out to find them and that has helped tremendously with mystical depression of the wait game; if that makes sense.
I need to go with the aliens, physically. I want off this prison planet.
Hello Suzanne,
My name is Annette Amor, and I live in Australia.
I find your site wonderful and so helpful, and wondered if I could ask do you have any up to date information regarding physical Ascension symptoms?
I look forward to hearing from you.
Kind regards,
Annette.
In my personal opinion, there is really no UP TO DATE per se it depends on what you are doing for your own work to move through old fear and bring in new vibration and the symptoms listed on my site will always be there in some manner for someone at some time. YOur individual consciousness container will create your reality, and your symptoms and your healing. Symptoms change, and sometimes return. It is all a process of ongoing change.
Hi Suzanne,
Thank you for your reply. It resonates with me deeply.
Regards,
Annette Amor.
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I have been really looking at spiritually. I have recently had some eye opening experiences. I started seeing numbers 1111 and 222 A LOT last fall….like 2017. And I reconnected with my ex whom I have had dreams of.
About 7 years ago I had a dream he was drowning …I was preggo with my their child. I was trying so hard to save him and then he called me asking me to leave my husband out of the blue and proceeded to tell me he almost died and was in the ICU because of Ecoli poisoning. But the past year in 2017 I was dreaming of him every night! I’m married to someone else with 4 children…and we actually had a reunion with friends of sorts on 11/22. So weird. And we have a really strong connection with music. It’s been 19 years since we parted and I always felt he was my twin flame…I didn’t even know what a twin flame was until I became introduced right before we started communicating. This past January I cut off communication with him because of my family. But we both feel we are meant to be. Then just a few weeks ago I decided to start meditating. And the numbers are EVERYWHERE. In one meditation I met my high self that was mostly light and love and it was so intense I cried. She told me I was loved always and I was to spread joy and light to the world. I was cooking breakfast the next day and I heard “you are a light worker”. So I was curious and started to Google. And this explains the numbers. I feel like my connection with my ex opened me up because we had many very deep conversations. I love my husband…but this connection we have is SO different. I literally just feel more observant of all the beauty everywhere I look. I also have always felt like I have been able to project things I wanted since a young age. And when I was little my aunt would tell people that when I said prayers God listened. I just have so so so many questions the more I find the more I want to know.
My son and I disconnected after drug discontinuation after we both suffered accidents he fell and suffered a heamatoma. I fell from a wall punchered lung broken ribs and severe back pain .I was put on morphine sulphate. He also .when we stopped all medication we both disconnected from everything. I’m 64 .He is 26.
I have tried SUICIDE but SUVIVED due to my symptoms he also is contemplating the same are we going through this awakening or not confused .headache tinnitus head pressure ringing in the ears all over body tremors heart fluctuations sensitivity to all chemicals including electric appliances synchronisis. Strange things in the house . ..
I believe that if you both survived then there is a very big reason you are still supposed to be here – and one of those reasons is to release FEAR – trust that when we leave this planet and release this meat and bone body – any fear retained within it and all lessons unlearned will only transfer to the inbetween states and we will karmically still need to release this stuff. I always suggest to people do the work here because you will have to still do it there and it is actualy easier on the planet plus it makes living here a beautiful experience verses a suffering one. It is ALL about belief systems. Maybe examine why you believe that life is difficult and filled with paina nd suffering because you DO have the ability to change a belief, hence change your reality.
Suzanne
I’ve been on this journey for 10 years now and have never truly understood or been able to distinguish ascension symptoms from stuckness I am holding on to and needs to be released. Is there a difference and how do you tell?
My recent experience began as I was calling energies in from an Alkazar online Blueprint for Humanity Intensive. I normally have very good blood pressure, but as I went through the Intensive my pressure continued to rise. Which is it, my body trying to align and cognize the new energies or something fear based that needs release? This one has me stumped.
Thank you for any insights you may be able to offer.
I was innately guided to your site. Marvelous
Ease and joy
Patricia
My take is that is might be a bit of both, I personally know that sometimes when I activate higher frequencies I do feel like I drank TONS of coffee and it takes me time sometimes weeks to integrate. Also I think it is ALWAYS goot to look deeper when the body reacts in a fear based zinger – so I say go inside and see if you can relate and if not just let it go. Integration takes time and patience but waht I think is cool is that you are aware enough to even notice and question – good for you!!.
Suzanne
Thank u so much for your response.
I’ve been looking for a site like yours that taps into the everyday issues of ascension, not just the esoteric experiences.
You are a gift. I so appreciate your support and service and the shares of all.
Love and light my Dear
Patricia
Anyone… comments, experiences in May?! WOW…April was a doozy, bulldozer physical, etc. I’ve been ‘at’ all of these things since the early 80s, for the most part. Anyway. The past week? 2Weeks? lol..the Twilight Zone..some days, don’t even open the blinds..I’ve become ‘invisible’ to about 80% of people…weird, I live in a small,GORGEOUS town in the mts, in a large 3 story apt building,(front door entrance, lovely tIny yard. I threw out my lower back abouut.. a month ago?nad then.. last week my upperback vertebrae,overextended nkec/skull (done this many x in past.. but.. now both shoulders ,blades,let alone all the usual hips, knees feet. But the WEIRD part is,, NO ONE will cross the sdestreet to get me groceries..Been out ov95% of EVERYTHING.. condiments,etc. uou name it..Tons of stinking trash, too.. Started to go into’FEAR’ over inability to bend over,reach forward, pukingpain..Couch is the problem..sleeper one, as in end cushions keeps ‘sliding ‘ me to the center, so hiips,shoulders ,etc.. go ‘oout’ – and typing /comp balancd onmy knees..aughhhhh!! And the tons of tones, etc..andssame oldstuff..Feels like we’ve ‘jumped’ somewhere new again..Can barely stay awake!Hear a whoosh! andbefore i can’shut my eyes’, I’m already in ‘dreamland’…and so lucid.. Seems many ohters ,too , from other webgroups..Oh, andfor me,,teeth problems! Anyone else sense this alongw/evenMORE intense physical during May? Love to ALL!
My Ascension Symptoms come and go – ebb and flow. Right when I think they are easing they may or may not return. There is not rhyme or reason to all this so just finding the belssing and focusing on the positive is key as the Law of Attraction is really strong. Plus the COLLECTIVE energies will always be there to jack things up so stay present with your focus of what IS working verses not.
This is so real to me. It speaks to me. In 2013 or around that time, I got rid of my TV and vowed never to watch it again. I did watch movies on my computer and realised that these movies were, “talking to me”, as if it was telling me the truth. I’ve been more assertive, I’ve given up using a, “smart” phone and I have noticed how everyone around me is pretty much enclosed and insular. Small things seem to affect people so much. These problems, to me are so insignificant, but huge to them. People seeing the news and believing the lies and deceit. I cannot wait for the samvarta.
I personally still choose to watch the news and do my best to reprogram any controller programming coming forth…just my take.
Dear Susanne
Thanks for all. would like to know if actually the energy in July is intense as for the first time 03 July having symptoms like dizzyness light headed imbalance and in a highway state without any drugs. senses more heightened. the first day got panicked and thought i will fall and after some readings about 5D i enjoyed the energy the second day 04 July at same time. Am i being healed and releasing negativities?
Thanks
looking forward to read you
Kat
For many, myself included, the recent energies have indeed been super crazy and off and will uproot many things you feel as if you have already healed and it can feel confusing. It is a lot of things going on in the collective field I believe that are then affecting us. Our meat bodies are feeling so much more Gaia energy also. My advice is to stay present, grounded and bubbled and out of fear.
I am experiencing very vivid and intense dreams as of lately… In the past few weeks.. does this have anything to do with the shift.. and if so what does it mean…
In my opinion it simply means you are connecting to bigger and outer realms in the dream state, the 4-D energies. I am actually a bit jealous as I don’t remember mine much 🙁
Feel like I am in a blender/pressure cooker.
Hope we get some sort of benefit from all this.
Also, hope the aliens arrive soon, I need to go with them.
Yep me too sometimes – and just when I think I have a ground in this – it changes so I just stay in the flow and have no agenda.
This is shit. A lot of the symptoms mentioned above can also be attributed to mental illness. There is nothing good about ascension. NOTHING. It is actually soul-murder. Your soul and everything you love and love doing is gradually being killed, until you become a total zombie.
I HATE people like you. You are spouting nonsense about something you know nothing about, and you have actually made things much harder for people who are really experiencing this Ascension horror. There is nothing nice about it. Nothing. I get terrible head pressure, and the energies that pass through my body cause my bones to ache badly. I am also blowing up like a football and it is causing shortness of breath. No ‘bliss’, no ‘oneness’.
FUCK YOU
You know what Paul – you have written in several times to this site with pretty nasty messages and I have in the past chose to delete them as to not spread or fuel your negative energy – but this time I am fully choosing to post you message for all to see just how much pain you are in. There is no judgment from me in doing this – actually I hope that others see that we ALL GET TO choose to do this Ascension thing and life itself in any what we want to – and you GET TO choose to do yours with your negative words, angest, pain, anger and hate filled daggers tossed at me and others. Be clear – that in no way changes my outlook on what I write and post on this forum for others as love messaging, or does it change my beliefs. Your negative stance has no power over me or anyone that does not choose to live as you do. You can hate all you want but again that hate is exactly what is killing your body, mind and soul, and it is obvious you are working hard at it. Your truth of me knowing nothing is your truth but again is in no way mine. I personally have found huge ONENESS through this process because I choose to and do the work to find it. It is there for those that do the work in love verses hate. I hope in sharing how miserable and hate filled your message is will actually invoke others to send you love and light because quite possibly that is the only thing at this point that can help you.
Today I was at a pharmacy waiting in line and there was an older gentleman with checkered pattern shirt not tucked in and he had a fair sized belly, every time i looked at him i saw the shirt vibrate .His arms and legs had no signs of tremors which I do have. I finally asked him if he was ok he said just tired we had been waiting for a while.I offered him the chair I was standing beside and he declined. What was I being shown?
Thank you for sharing the written words that so closely mirror my physical, emotional and spiritual experience(s) over the last three years.
As 2019 comes to a close I pause with overwhelming appreciation for times like now where I feel connected to both realms. Without a context from which to compare, I found the symptoms of ascension to push the limits of many ridged paradigms while trying to make “3-D” sense of it all.
I know of others that will benefit greatly from your generosity. ❤️💫
Blessings,
Leslie
It has been a big year for me as well filled with challenges and blessings! Thanks for posting.