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I love this topic because there is so much pressure to be in partnerships/relationships whether it be with (long-time) friends, family or parents. We hear “no man is an island”, etc… And it has created this subconscious guilt for me because I cut off EVERYONE from my life in 2020. Up until tonight, I kept feeling like I had done something wrong for wanting to distance myself in order to heal my own trauma. Additionally, I felt guilty that ppl I had known my entire life (27 years) could not join me on this next chapter. I felt like I owed them something. I am finally making peace with the fact that I don’t need external “support” and I am not indebted to anyone who takes an interest in my career as a musician just because it took me so long to become comfortable with sharing my art. I also feel that a major part of activating my dormant confidence is climbing this career mountain without the influence/distractions of others. This is only possible when I make space to fully love and have a true connection with my Self and the Divine… As always, thank you for sharing this message! Sending love to you!
Suzanne; this is timely synchros with my opening away from desire for 24/7 partnership dependence. …..
observing that addiction to outer relationship versus inner Union….YES.
Have always said my true marriage is with myself to spread that energy ‘frosting’ over Mother Earth cake. Harder to make reality.
This was a great encouragement nudge/why/how to get back to myself Susan.
believe/hopeful I’m moving back to that intimate connection through apprenticeship with Shamanic Herbalist.
Love the perspective on inner Earth energies that has been showing up lately through conversations I think to collapse those beliefs/programming as you speak to.
Tree of Life philosophy/dichotomy: can only go up as far as can go low??! Thanks for heightening my need to be aware of need to shift this so as to be grounded and respectful and open minded to receive so as to give back.
Would love a session on opening my belief barriers so prepared for encounter when may happen through others influence(?)!
To all us ladies who came to do this Sacred work to bring us all back to inner home!
Suzanne ~ THANK YOU! It feels good to get validation for seeking my truth in my own way and taking the paths that open up for me more organically during this time of isolation. I was letting perceived judgements from others deter me slightly, and thinking I should consider their pushes for partnering up, which I realize now I’m not at all ready for. My solitary journey is for the moment keeping me feeling quite content.
THAT WAS AMAZING THANK YOU
Great, Suzanne!! Makes a lot of sense to me I forwarded to Bailey.
I’m having issues listening on phone or computer
Can’t get it to play
Thanks for letting us know, Chris! I’m sorry for the issue. We discovered there was an issue with the file on some browsers. We’ve uploaded a new file. You may need to refresh the page to have it load the new file.
Thanks, Katie! I’m sorry for the issue. I just loaded an updated file that should work better across browsers. If you’re on your computer and hold SHIFT while refreshing, it should load the new file for you.
I love this topic because there is so much pressure to be in partnerships/relationships whether it be with (long-time) friends, family or parents. We hear “no man is an island”, etc… And it has created this subconscious guilt for me because I cut off EVERYONE from my life in 2020. Up until tonight, I kept feeling like I had done something wrong for wanting to distance myself in order to heal my own trauma. Additionally, I felt guilty that ppl I had known my entire life (27 years) could not join me on this next chapter. I felt like I owed them something. I am finally making peace with the fact that I don’t need external “support” and I am not indebted to anyone who takes an interest in my career as a musician just because it took me so long to become comfortable with sharing my art. I also feel that a major part of activating my dormant confidence is climbing this career mountain without the influence/distractions of others. This is only possible when I make space to fully love and have a true connection with my Self and the Divine… As always, thank you for sharing this message! Sending love to you!
Suzanne; this is timely synchros with my opening away from desire for 24/7 partnership dependence. …..
observing that addiction to outer relationship versus inner Union….YES.
Have always said my true marriage is with myself to spread that energy ‘frosting’ over Mother Earth cake. Harder to make reality.
This was a great encouragement nudge/why/how to get back to myself Susan.
believe/hopeful I’m moving back to that intimate connection through apprenticeship with Shamanic Herbalist.
Love the perspective on inner Earth energies that has been showing up lately through conversations I think to collapse those beliefs/programming as you speak to.
Tree of Life philosophy/dichotomy: can only go up as far as can go low??! Thanks for heightening my need to be aware of need to shift this so as to be grounded and respectful and open minded to receive so as to give back.
Would love a session on opening my belief barriers so prepared for encounter when may happen through others influence(?)!
To all us ladies who came to do this Sacred work to bring us all back to inner home!
Suzanne ~ THANK YOU! It feels good to get validation for seeking my truth in my own way and taking the paths that open up for me more organically during this time of isolation. I was letting perceived judgements from others deter me slightly, and thinking I should consider their pushes for partnering up, which I realize now I’m not at all ready for. My solitary journey is for the moment keeping me feeling quite content.
Thanks for posting and sharing!
Thank you for sharing! I’ve been reflecting on this topic for a couple of years and I appreciate your perspective.